unrequited love

why when I fell in love and just love boys, guess it never came true.always so hurt that I love my taste .ii want sided this exhaust but my guess is never lose. why? I was always hurt and crying because the man I love coming love.but always painful.

I want top of my voice shouted without disturbing the load .love is hurt,likely I was never happy because the love that I have.
again .. again .. and again. always hurt. I love a man who never felt this love when I have to give clue from the eyes of my eyes, my actions, all I had to show him but he never felt the vibration of this love.
oh GOD opened her heart so he can read my love vibration.

I know he's got a girfriend but at least I just want to close. I want him to consider me as a close friend only that, but he apparently did not want close to me especially lately he does not care me.one year ago, i and him can be close but why now he's changed? I want him to know my feelings without having to become my boyfriend.